Ok so this week was not good. I don't know what my deal is but it's like I want to eat everything in sight. Especially Christmas candy, chocolates, peppermints, etc. Plus buying a big box of Belgian Chocolate cups from costco was just a stupid thing to do! I thought that I could just eat one a day and it would be fine. It was for most of the days then one day I got ticked off about not being able to keep under my weight watcher points and ate like 5 or 6 of them. I just am so up and down with this food battle. Some days I think I can do it and other days like today I think, I love food too much and I can't overcome this battle. Plus I'm on this damn medication that makes me gain weight and increases my appetite but I can't just stop taking it because I go mental. I need a different medicine and that's a whole other battle I don't want to fight. Maybe I should start with that one and the rest would be easier. I've tried going off it twice to no success. Third times a charm right?!